From darkness...to light...and back again

I am hoping that this will be a good way for me to work through all of the confusing changes in my life as I struggle to accept and cope with diabetes, bipolar disorder and being a single lesbian mom. I have no clue what else to write right now as my brain is moving faster than my fingers...LOL

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Location: Chesapeake, Virginia, United States

Let's see, 41 yr old single lesbian mom (yes it IS possible...LOL) and student. I am working towards EARNING a degree in Web Development. It has taken me longer than expected to graduate due to family crisis' but it looks like I am finally going to make it.

Monday, May 16, 2005

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more anger....for no reason....I just don't understand....i am not usually an angry person at all...but for the last couple of days I am so on edge and so angry and wanting to hit something so hard and so bad....or someone...i don't like feeling this way...not at all....

my boss kept telling me to breathe today....i told him...i would much rather stop breathing all together.....

he said that is the easy way out...and i said...duhhhh....and your point?...he laughed....at least i made him laugh....

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